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sicked

Monday, July 31, 2006

7:28 PM

had fever and flu... hais. doctor says im having a veryveryvery bad flu... hais. duno should go school anot. china students are coming!!! but im so suay. SICKED. hais. sian-ness. i wanna get well soon!

sungei buloh

Thursday, July 27, 2006

9:56 PM

went to sungei buloh. skipped rockclimbing again.it was suppose to be fun... we played games in the bus... hah. den it soon reach sungei buloh. it was sunny. so we went deeper and deeper while mr shoo teach us about science as we walk along. seriously. he was a good teacher... we walked and walked. then suddenly it rained. eew. my shoes look like cookies and cream! we went heading for shelter... but who noes. we continued walking... hah. the run got heavier and heavier... den we decided to u-turn. but hu noes we were very far away from meeting point especially with a torn map. verisia and i at first was sharing the umbrella den it soon become lena and i... lena carried the bag for yanjun and verisia and i took for nicholas... he bullied me. bleaghs.the ground was flooded. we nearly fell. with the scary lightnings. roaring thunder. freezing wind adn murky waters. eew, we took almost 30 mins to get out... hah. everyone was drenched.. even those who had umbrellas with them it seem to not serve any purpose. we were wet!!! bleaghs. cold. ar-choo!!! played games in the bus again. took many pictures. den we suddenly have to change bus... sucks! den the other bus was cold. freezing. 3 person to a seat... haha.so is me.. yanjun and nicholas. ok. so everyone said they will not go school tml. but dun really believe la. haha...

bad day

Friday, July 21, 2006

11:48 PM

the reception was ok. but i suck. i noe it. i played so lousy so sad. but cant do anything. watched the musical. but the stall seats were all taken. suck! den we were sitting at circle 2 last row. sian. my legs are breaking. hais. dun feel like talking.just feel so down. so depressed.

went out! hees.

Monday, July 03, 2006

7:00 PM

meet siying in amk mrt station today. she was late!!! aargh. its ok lars. haha. sat 74 to manda's house. wow.. its powerful. she expected 2 road idiots to get to her house... wow. but in the end we got there. we our intelligence... of course hah.den we went compass point.. ate burger king... hees. it was 10 plus... met yanjun in the library... she treated us with drinks!!! yeahh. rockks. after awhile we went to have lunch. wow. pathetic... kept eating.. then we went to kfc... hees. after that we went walk walk boring huh? bored bored. hees. after that we went hougang mall... took neo prints!!!! rocks. yanjun werent there... hais. saw a nice top in 77th street.. i dun care. im gna buy it... hees.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

2:34 PM

today's my sis birthday... oh god. i havent bought her pressie... shitty. how??? im dead. dead meat. grose.happy birthday sis!!!

ponder. wonder if it answers your question..

Saturday, July 01, 2006

11:34 PM

was kinda thinking about something. someone... but i just cant figure out who i was thinking of.. hais. im just feel like killing myself sometimes. i duno what i was thinking. and it sucks. when u know you are are thinking about something but you dont know what is it and u spent the whole dumb day thinking but u still had no clue. it really sucks. the feeling is so unbearable. no ones understands.i aint sure. im just so... useless. im afraid. afraid to know the truth. knowing that it just doesnt belong. i just wanna live in my own wonderful world. with lotsa frens and being so pampered. not in the harsh and cruel reality where i know what i want just doesnt belong. its not really that i set my expectations too high. i admit it's kinda high. but not that high.but it isnt really what i want. its my mum's criteria. all i want is. he loves me. and i love him. ppl ask why im not getting a stead? sometimes. i really admire those loving couples. wondering will my future-stead do that to me. treating me like what other couples do. i just dun wna be tied down. dun wna be hurt. but i know it just not gna happen. its so not going to happen to a spoilt brat like me. i wonder. and ponder. will i be ATTACHED- again??? this question is just so tough. things just comes and goes quickly. even without us realising it. time really flies. but i personally dun think its gonna happen. i wonder if i cant let go. but i already let it go. i just dun think of you anymore. but whats holding me back . im not being able to move on. it seems like im being locked up. in a sickening prison cell. what ever i did. no one knows. not even a single soul knows the hurt im actually feeling... even if some day i died. left there rotting. thousands of maggots over me and turned into a skeleton, no one would know. all they would do i to curse that god dammit sickening person who planted that rafflesia there, no one wna check it out. sometimes i think im just being naive, i isnt mature, i cant smuggle into the world of reality. is it fate or... is it great or... i just dont know. someday. somehow. i would know. i guess. i just wna be loved once more.i want you to love me more than i do!!! i want it. i want it. i want to feel so pampered... but please dun tie me up. i wna be free!!! free from worries... free from everything... everything i see... everything i feel...

tagged.

11:12 PM

being tagged by manda RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
1_ soft-hearted. i guess?
.2_ sarcastic.
3_ serious attitude problem.
4_ sharp tongue. [NEVER offend me. and my friends]
5_ friendly
6_ very CRAZY.
7_ LAME.
7 THINGS THAT SCARES ME
1_ LIZARDS. eww...
2_ FLYING COCKROACHES.
3_ supernatural stuff!
4_ myself. [[sometimes i talk to my dog.but i wonder why it doesnt reply to me at times and i know that if it replied i will be scared my ass out but i still want it to reply. weird huh?]]
5_ things that crawl. ** eekies.
6_ being broke. ( trust me. its scary.)
7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT
1_ eminem- puke
2_ akon-lonely
3_karyn white-superwoman
4_ shakira ft wyclef jean - hips dont lie
5_jay - shan hu hai
6_ jay-jie kou
7_ zhang hui mei-wo yao kuai le
7 THINGS I LIKE MOST
1_ my erhu.
2_ my friends.
3_ my neoprints.
4_ auntie gang.
5_ TALKING.
6_white chocolate. >.<
7_ shopping!!!
7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1_ lolx.
2_ wth.
3_ sian.
4_ im busy.
5_cant chat.
6_ go and die la.
7_ crazy.
7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS
1_ yanjun
2_ manda
3_ siying
4_ weitong
5_ evon
6_ hongmin
7_ jiaen

SENTOSA-

10:39 PM

was late today... by 2 mins. aargh. and was kinda " scolded " by teachers. dots. its only 2 minutes!!! sian-ness. ate ben and jerry's - cookie dough. nice. but it cost me 4 bucks. dots. we kept waiting and waiting. waiting for the idiotic bus.bored. but we got 6 hours of cip!!! rocks huh? watched manda performed... but only get to see some snap preview of the musical fountain!!! i love kiki. isnt it cute??? aarghs. wish i could see more of it though.. *wishes* i want to go there again... hees. anyone wanna go??? i saw merlion with green eyes... scary huh? eeky too... was kinda lost there... as it was dark... so we were kinda late. mdm koh booked 3 buses but that i-d-i-o-t-i-c boss gave her only 2!!! and one for the senior citizens, so we had to squeeze with the contemp and chinese dancers... 42 dancers plus 29 volunteers... 2 teachers and 2 other mayflowerians... squeezing into a bus which is meant for 45... stylo huh? was really squeezy and stuffy, the air-con wasnt on. but suddenly the driver on it. everyone was cheering. the air con was on at full blast. after a few minutes of being able to sit on a squeezy bus we alighted. and waited for another bus to come. it was god dammit-ly hot!!! when the bus came, we rushed up the bus. it was cooling... reached school around 9++... hais. kinda bored. so i blogged.

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